They say every #pregnancy is different and that is the truth. This #thirdtrimester has been excruciating pain, hospitals, #polyhydramnios with this very large uterus, a baby measuring 4 weeks ahead, and lots of crying and complaining from me. It’s difficult to feel and watch your body stretching out to the max! To be transformed into a “ball,” unable to do for your kids and in too much pain to enjoy the days with them.
Thankful for my family listening to my complaints, friends who have given me helpful health tips, and Ryan who has been really trying to be more compassionate lately during my hysterical breakdowns.
And yes I will admit - there have been many hysterical breakdowns. (But I feel I have had to breakdown because he’s not being compassionate during my breakdowns - does that make sense? #husbands 🤣) I know that creating a family is a beautiful thing, but honestly, it doesn’t always feel like that when you’re going through it. And the weight of #motherhood feels unbearable at times. I try not to wish these days away, but sometimes I do. And then I look up sad when I find they are gone and past...
Took this picture to remember this fleeting 6th pregnancy and to remind me to always be #grateful for the experiences and lessons I am learning in this life.
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